More than a month gone by again and my life has changed

What a difference a few short weeks can make.   I am not the same person I was a month ago and don't know that I ever will be.  My husband passed away on February 13th.  I want to paint but find I can't.  He used to be in the background supporting me with almost every brush stroke whether I wanted him to or not.  He always gave me good critiques.  I am at a loss as to what to paint but I want to paint.  The canvas is blank.   I am posting this watercolor.  I did it with lot's of ideas from Jonathon about 10 weeks ago.  I love this picture.